Proud Daddy [Emma my baby :D]

a long time ago me and my ex girlfriend made a mistake...yeah u guessed it...i got her pregnant...she blamed me for that and she kept getting mad at me...yelling at me...and stuff i kept telling her it will be okay don't worry i won't leave you...and that night [the night that she told me] i went to bed with a big fat smile on my face...i kept saying i can't wait to have that baby with her...i couldn't even sleep becuz i was toooooo happy i just love babies! haha...anyways a few days later she told me she wanted an abortion i was upset but i didn't tell her...then later that day i told her how it would make me feel... if she got an abortion .....she said the most hurtful thing to me...this is that she said '' jimmy you won't take care of that baby...besides u don't like kids and u don't look like the kind of guy who would take care of a kid'...i was very hurt that she said that to me...i told her i love kids and you know it and i would take care of that baby no matter what...and how could you even say that! she just said whatever to me....and she said this l'ook,i don't wanna have this baby im getting an abortion.....i told her please don't get an abortion we can take care of it together! she said sorry and then left i was confused and i was very upset....then she told her parents and i told mine they talked for a while and her parents agreed on a abortion...i didn't know what to say...except...i just sighed and said in a quiet voice i want that baby then i just left the room......like a week or so later my girlfriend came and told me that she was not going to get an abortion i was soo happy to hear that...i told her thank you! she said don't thank me becuz your going to take care of it yourself....i was like but why? she said ''i don't wanna have a kid and well i don't want to get involve''...i told her but its your baby too...we should take care of it together......she still refused....i couldn't understand why she won't get involve with this baby.......she told me she was sorry i said its okay....most of me was so happy becuz she wasn't gonna get an abortion but some of me was sad that my girlfriend didn't want to take care of that baby with me.......months later her parents told my parents it was a gir!!!! WOW I was even more happier!!! :D i haven't seen my girlfriend sense forever becuz she didn't want me to see her pregnant but i didn't really care i just want that baby!!! haha i keep saying that alo!! but anyways when she had the baby i went to the hospital and i saw the little cutie.....God she was so adorable my eyes were filled with water i was so happy....then i came and held her...i fell in love with her already! i took her home and watched her sleep i couldn't stop smiling!!! shes the best thing that ever happened to me and i love her to death! i named her Emma! i have always like that name on a girl!! :D right now she is 10 months old and still as cute as ever! ......Emma never cries alot! thats what i love about her...she's just always smileing , cooing, and laughing, haha and i love the sound of it........and the best best best best best part about her is that whenever I hold her or even come near her she smiles...whenever she does it makes her glow....she's my sunshine she always keeps me happy, especially when i give her a bath lol...how she always splashes the water...always makes me smile :D!!! im sooooooo lucky to have a kid like Emma! ......wish if i had a picture of her but i don't have one :[ Right now I don't live with my parents anymore becuz its my responsibility [can't spell] right now i live with my best friends Emily and Jessica and i live with my boyfriend Chris and all 3 of them help me take care of Emma!!!! and one last thing....I AM A PROUD DADDY!!! :D I will always love Emma and take care of her with all my heart! --Jimmy :)